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2011-01-14T02:12:00.003+08:00

Yes. Finally an end to A levels. Now comes to work. I'm rather fated to be busy? Busy but happy, i considered. Compared to others who always complaining about their job, i look more cheerful eventhough i'm stressed with work. Here the some few things i would like to share.

1.I'm the new kid in the office. Yes, KID. When you first enter the society you may feel that you are a child thrown in a pool of adults. Its nothing wrong with that.
What is wrong is that you try to force yourself to grow up immediately, and try to act like one adult. The learning point is that growing up is a slow process. As you learn things day by day, you are growing.

2.If you try to change yourself to fit into the surroundings, the more you find that you cant fit into. Here's another new learning point. Adaptation does not necessary means changing. It can means improving yourself, or self renewal too.

3. The "All or nothing" rule: If you want something badly, do all it takes to get it. If not, do nothing.

These are only very little things that i have learn within a short period of time. There are more which im too tired to share. I shall continue next time. Goodnight!

2010-05-21T22:35:00.004+08:00

Back to this rotting blog. My first post for things in 2010 so it will be long...
So this is what i ve done during this months.

1. Orientation. It was really a great experience for me. Ive know lots of fun and nice people. Our house, pegasus which has been in the last position for around 7 years consecutive got champion this time. That moment when we gotten championship, was the most happy moment for me in JC. Pegasus has shown me how we can create miracles if we work for it. Other than day camps and the actually orientation, we have outings to sentosa. A small group of Pegasus friends also celebrated my birthday with me. We won for SR olymbic also. We made a pact to create another miracle during A levels. Yes, let us work together.

I participated in the college day too. Great experience too! got to know interesting people again. haha...extended srjc network.

I finally stepped down. Relieve. dont need to bear with the stress anymore. Here's a photo of our last performance.

I flunged my common test so badly. To the extent that my father had to meet my teacher. I passed nothing but chinese and chem. Cried terribly.

Jc2 is really dramatic, with so many things happen around me. CCA conflicts, CCA activities, college day, orientation, flung common tests, chinese results, pw results, relationship with friends problems and one more additional relaionship problem for me to handle now. My mind is bursting!

2010-05-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hi blog. long time no see.
Too much things happen these few months. Shall talked about it when im free to do so.
Its mid year exams now.
I'm going to mug!!!!!!!!!
Exam stress.

2009-12-17T17:29:00.014+08:00

Back to this blog...
hmm...let me update you about what i have said in the previous posts - my exams. I pass my electone exam! For promotional exam i didnt do badly eventhough not with flying colours. Satisfied? for electone of course i am! Promo...i wouldn't say i am satisfied nor unsatisfied...

Next, i shall talk about my cca.There's a new member in the group yeah! Now finally we learn a harder song. I hope they will put in effort this time. Seriously ,what is the use of joining a cca if you are not going to learn things? You need to be more enthusiastic people! This enthusiasism won't just appear if you sit and do nothing.

So what did i do after the exams? Play of course. Went to cycle with a group of friends...hehe. the first time we went cycle we ended up with a pool of blood on the ground as someone fell down. Second time was much better.

My class organised a chalet which is the last time we stay together as a class. I think the most fun part is just chatting among each other because we didnt have much chance to do that in the past. i scare joel twice in one day haha.

Afterthat all the classmates went for GCE. i waited for jonathan and joel to come back and now finally!
Of course while all of them were overseas i had my own programme - YEY camp! Its still fresh in my mind now...

I went there a day earlier to prepare for the camp on next day. We did cleaning, packing, hanging curtains, cutting, rehearseing and others. Guess how many times we mop the floor? 5!!! It's so dirty. In the night we had our rehearsel and afterthat is bedtime. The bedtime is very early but initially i really thought of sleeping. But when i came out from the bath i saw xinyi and yongqing doing nothing so i join them. In the night we saw the guys in the next room searching for food so we join in the supper too. The bedtime was dragged until 12 midnight. (still the same time as my normal bedtime yeah)

First day of camp was rather tiring, but i have succeeded in trying to keep my eyes open. Then this is my group:

Second day was equally tiring. Again, i have succeeded in trying to keep my eyes open. Of course, there were some fun or good parts. The movie is not bad, and the problem based learning is cool.

Third day. Everyone was waiting excitedly for the outdoor amazing race. After some warm up we set off. It was funny seriously, i couldnt stop layghing at the second station especially when weiyi and dexuan was doing the activities.

After the game we went back. The activities following after have a different mood. It was touching and some even teared. We watched Weiming's MV and sing together after the crying part. The finale was even better. The candles was nice and it really created the mood.
We ended the camp like this. Everyone was satisfied. Then, Home finally.

More photos can be seen in facebook. Some can be funny.
I shall stop blogging here then. bye!

2009-09-05T19:50:00.002+08:00

THIS is a rotting blog...
My last post was july. Didnt have the strong desire to blog, thats why.Even if im going to blog now i believe my mind thinks only about my exams.
But nevermind, i will still try to talk about other topics.Hmm. i gave my organ teacher and the yamaha people a big card each. I made quite an effort to do those cards.This is the comment by my teacher:

"This is the BIGGER & the BEST poster I ever received, thank you Grace! Consider that you're very busy with your JC activities, I believed by creating this beautiful poster you had to burn many hours of your mid-night oil, thank you once again. If you can put in the same effort, same passion & same attitude in your study, nothing can stop you. I would like to take this opportunity to wish you all the best in your coming Yamaha & JC exam. "

I shall try not to make anyone disappointed. But right now im not confident but yet im not very hardworking. shall start setting targets of what to complete each day. But electone exam is just less than 3 days from now. Im really really not confident and a little helpless too. Some things needs to practice since young which i did not. It is quite impossible to improve by so much within a short period of time. What can i do? well i think i can only tell myself "IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!" and continue to practice. I WANT TO PASS ! This is my last exam. I have stopped the lessons at yamaha due to studies. Everything is going harder and harder, and to tell myself that i will work even harder isnt convincing. You know my style, hardworking appear inside me only at rare times. But still its a little sad to just stop lessons like that after learning so many years. Will i ever get to see my electone teacher again?

What about promos? Gone... It seems that my classmates thought that im a person who is good in studies but sorry i may not be. They are just adding pressure on my shoulder. My cca too, so much events which halt me from revising. CCA exchange program, Teachers Day performance, and just today i went CIP. For every event i need to plan. And its just too bad all dates of these events are close to each other. However, im at fault not making use of the weekends which ended up super tired during weekdays. Im still slacking, thats why i dont make use of free time. Revision is currently on a situation of stagnation, meaning theres no revision actually. Start working.

Oh i did said shift the topics to things other than exams, sorry. Hmm. Joseph is leaving college, and our group is back to 13. Stupid right? One person returned the other left. We did a farewell for him. bought apple shuddel for him. I suddenly recall how much money the gz owe me. i must get it back soon. Owe me for so long that the receipt which i need to claim my money back has become a blank piece of paper, meaning its ink had faded. I think once i clooect my money back i will rich suddenly again.

Okay i need to start working eventhough i think i have somemore things to say... i shall come back.

2009-07-24T04:53:00.003+08:00

The time now is 450am and there's only me alone still sitting in front of the computer.
Im suppose to do homework now, that's my main objective, but i thought of starting the day with writing blogs, reflecting what ive done this few week so far.
As you can see im obviously neglecting my blog. This meant that im too stress with other things until i cant find time to think of what to write here. However, im finally here today, to share things that has been past for quite long ago.
I will start from things that are long ago.
I got my white student leader tee from CAMP ASPIRE, a school leadership camp which was held during the last week of june holidays. Initially i was feeling a little bored about camp aspire programmes on the first day, but luckily things got better on the 2nd day. It was a little bored but useful. I did thought of being a better leader after the camp so thats why i became more hardworking now for my cca. Also i got to know more people which is really a great joy. Currently the cca between cca relationship has some improvement, all due to knowing more people.
After school reopened, i feel rather slack. Is it because im already satisfied with my results thats why i became complacent? or is it just i dont feel like studying? But i can say, its tiring, really. I have been sleeping in lectures for past few weeks because i no longer have to ability to stay awake. So i had no choice but to drink some coffee. ENDURE and PERSEVERE is the key here. I wonder if my poly friends are as bad as me, complaining of tiredness. But i wish all of them good luck, whether it is studies or anything.
i do have somemore to share but i think i have to stop here in order to save more time for work.
People who came here to read: JIAYOU!
oh this is just random,but i feel like sharing two quotes that i read in the bus last time:

"Logic takes you from A to Z. Imagination takes you everywhere."
"For every minute you are angry, you lost 60 seconds of happiness."

So friends, lets stay healthy, happy and full of imagination always!

2009-06-22T21:18:00.004+08:00

Opened my email inbox. Found it flooded with facebook emails that informed me i have been tagged in photos.
So these are photos of yesterday

The boy wearing blue look like patrick right? A bit like crayon shinchan too.

2009-06-11T11:34:00.003+08:00

Im so happy yesterday? I think so..
Went to science centre to do experiment. After that we roamed around the science centre until we became exhausted. Initially,we wanted to find the mirror maze but seems that it has been removed. Later a bunch of friends left early for PW.
Then we went to IMM to have a drink and slack. Me, clarence and Joel went to Giant supermarket to shop...OMG We were so uncle aunty there!!! And clar still got a free environmental bag. He said he will bring to school...haha! Oh yah the ice skating at jurong no longer exist. so sad. Left kallang now.
I thinking of fun places to go in singapore. Cant think of any. Im trying to see what i can find on the computer.
Later im going to sentosa. mad right?i dont even know why must we go so late. Its like what time now??? a bit dont feel like going loh. But still will go because i wont study at home anyway...

2009-06-06T17:57:00.002+08:00

Another week had past.Time really flies. i feel like holiday will be over very soon. Im slacking. My elearning homework will be due soon.im dead.
For the whole day i was in front of the computer, completed very little parts of chinese essay, and now im still not done yet. Ive nothing to write, lost of content.This situation had not happen for very long, i always have a lot a lot of grandmother stories to tell but not today.

Shall stop talking how bored am i today. i'll tell what i did for the whole day. For the whole week i wasnt at home.except today.Its either school or play,but never homework.
Monday: PW in school (boring)
Tuesday:Went to kbox on tuesday with my JC friends. (fun)
Wednesday: Chinese oral/cca (still boring)
Thursday: pw in school/watch movie (boring/fun)
Friday:cca/ Pw in school (boring again!!!)
Saturday:nothing to do (extremely boring)
Overall:boring

Now see how boring is it already? This week is still not consider very boring. at least i went out to k and watch movie. Look at my next week, it may be worst.
(This is just an estimated plan)

Monday:Go to cp/chiong chem elearning (boring)
Tuesday:chiong pw (boring)
Wednesday:bio lab experiment (not as boring)
Thursday:chiong elearning (still boring)
Friday:continue to chiong/go out after that (boring/FUN FINALLY)
overall:boring

haiz. life is just....B O R I N G
But be grateful that the stress has not start yet

2009-05-31T11:15:00.002+08:00

Today is a boring day. Thinking of finding someone to go out with me but donno who to find. Anyway i had went to dhoby ghaut for 2 days already. 1st trip to there was with Sohleng, MingGe, Clarence and Daryl. Initially we wanted to watch movie. But the tickets were all sold out. All cinemas are only left with movies at 11 to 12+, which is too late for us. Thus we drop the idea of watching movie and went to play pool. I think i wasted money there, because i played only once and got one ball in in total. So i never played much, justing watching them. Soh leng too, played just one game. MingGe so bad, laughed at me.haha..... We went to arcade too, and i lose whatever i play. cool right? really no talent in playing this kind of things. After that we find it very early so we went to starbucks to drink coffee. We were playing true or dare but ended the game halfway to rush for the train. Almost get to see sohleng doing jumping jack in public, with a nice dress somemore. But forgave her for not doing that. thats rather paiseh.
Anyway that was an enjoyable night.

After going home the coffee at starbucks seems to take effect. i rolled opn the bed but cant get to sleep. so i chat one the phone, crapping, my favourite past-time.

Then yesterday went to Dhoby again with another bunch,all the youths. This time we really got to watch movie, night at the museum 2. Nice movie. After that was dinner at Roma Deli's. Hmm....the food there have changed its taste, new formula.
Nothing much to say because we went home after that.
But,....
GOOD LUCK FOR THOSE TAKING CHINESE O LEVEL TOMORROW!
shall end here then.

2009-05-24T18:45:00.002+08:00

Exams finally over...
Going to ask me how was my exams? i did badly of course. really bad.
im definitely going to fail 3 or more subjects i think.
Thinking back, this exam period seems to be quite shiok. especially the day when me and my classmates stayed in school to study till the night when school closed. We roam around the school that day after dinner. The atmospere around the school is a little bored, but quite enjoyable walking around, crapping with friends can be fun.

hmm...i am suppose to be happy that exams are over,right? But...feel so bored, i wished to returned to school to mug with my classmates. Maybe i have been mugging with friends too much for the past week. After this exam period closer to my classmates? yah, maybe im mad, missing all my friends, eventhough some i just saw him or her a few days ago,i looked forward to any outings or gathering very much now, with whoever.

i think im no longer that "stay at home" type now anymore.
HEY GUYS, CALL ME OUT FOR ANY GATHERING OR OUTINGS!!!

Actually im supposed to meet both my jc classmates and secondary school classmates on last friday, the day after exam. But i ended up not meeting any, because of some accident. Not going to say about that. Not fated to meet, thats what i can say. i felt kind of abandoned.

Now i should continue to stay focus in my work. maintain the exam mood. Theres more to come, especially PW. I must not waste my holidays!!!!!
I got lost track of schedule. i donno when for every lessons or upcoming events.
i need to plan.

2009-04-05T00:42:00.002+08:00

hmm....have not been posting for long. my blog is rotting soon. Seriously not sure of what to write. im now watching mobtv table of glory episode 6. Attracted to the tv. Recently im super lost in lectures. Where's my concentration?!? i will definitely fail my maths and GP, for sure. Busy with SYF training nowadays. Today practice is very dry. Reach school at 7am to study chem and still have to tahan the dry practice. There is a lot of piano players in the guzheng group. wow.

next week i have history and chem test. arrhhh!!!!!!! so slack....make me more hard working please.

2009-03-15T01:23:00.002+08:00

hi everyone. the time is midnight 123am now and i am still very awake.
i have no idea of what to write now but i just have nothing better to do. i was doing my GP journal writing then i started to feel bored. That's why i am here!
hmm....had not been seeing my secondary school classmates these days. i thought of going to find them this holiday,yeah. But pathetically, my holidays are all taken up by SYF practices. Tues, wed and friday! i want to cry ~.~ Initially i still planned to pop a surprise to them. Now my plan is ruined. And what about my class gathering? it is falling on either thurs or fri.
i feel so slack now! how!?!?!?!!!!!!!!??

2009-02-26T17:18:00.003+08:00

im back again.
Recently i am getting a little blur.starting to slack in my work too. i had a lot of work today so i cant blog much. Since school lessons start i stopped my habit of onlining and watching tv everyday.

Well, im still trying to get along with my classmates. Adapting to it.
It feels so great that all my JC classmates dont have my bloglink. So i can crap about them which ever way i want. Unfortunately i dont know them well yet, so there's nothing to crap about. But my classmates are great. Except for some little problems. My relationship with friends still had a long way to go. Basically i dont think one year is enough for us to understand each other and become close friends. i probably dont make any close friends at the end of the year. But good friends maybe.My friends who know me for 4-8 years cant comprehend my thoughts. I know myself for 17 years i cant comprehend my own thoughts occasionally either. so i think one year of classmates relation is really very short.

Oh yah thanks to everybody who wished me happy birthday last time. Really surprised that many still remember it. More than i thought. It makes me feel that this year's birthday is quite different. From things they gave,I knew that the presents are choosen personally by each and everyone of my friends. Not the commonly "just throw in money and share the gift" type. ZiYi even came to my house at midnight 12am to give me my present. i really appreciate.

i had lots of homework today so i cant continue blogging now. Im now going to be the obedient nerd child. bye.

2009-02-13T22:47:00.007+08:00

Things get better after i get to know my classmates i guessed. And,its so coincident that my OGL was from cheng san chinese orchestra too. She's now in guzheng,same as me.haha.There are quite a few interesting characters from my class. I had quite a big clique there.

i went for guzheng today with sheryl (new classmates) They throw me SYF songs directly. They said i learned fast. im happy of course, but high expectations can be the start of stress.i hoped that they dont think im arrogant or show off that kind because i was playing like nobody's business there and pulling a long face perhaps?

I will be starting normal lessons next week. Looking at the timetable, the lessons are not just long. They are mostly lectures, which i hate. i prefer a classroom lessons which i can ask whatever questions in anytime i want, or crack cold jokes whenever possible. Lectures are boring. Its the type: you want listen, listen. dont want listen, dont listen.

2009-02-05T21:30:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i went to celebrate melody's birthday at Kgarden. I strongly feel thet this is certainly the happiest day of the whole week. After being a few days of a quiet person who hardly speak any words, i finally had the chance to talk. Now i know how does it feel to become a mute.Vent my fustrations, shout till i'm content. Going kbox or Kgarden is definitely the right place for me to release my emotions. Especially for me who have not spoken anything in school, its best to choose super high pitch or powerful rock songs. Such songs are especially made to tear my throat. super enjoyable. Wow, cool. I hope others enjoy too,especially the birthday girl! we went for dinner after that and more people came to join us.

Today we had lectures. Oh my god the english lecture is the most terrible one. We are told to write an essays of more than 400 words within 45 minutes. somemore it's argumentative essay! i have never ever written any argumentative essay before! dont even know how to start, Or if there's any format. Guess what, i only manage to write about two hundred words, and i find myself writing to the end soon! So even if i have enough time to finish everything,my essay will only be 300 words at most?!?!My mind is so blank,couldn't thought of things to write at all. I turned to my left and front. Everyone is writing so much in each paragraph! only me, the worst, 200words. I really need to admit my english is really very very bad. Maths too. Even though i can understand whatever the lecturer taught today, i'm still very slow in my work. While i was still calculating the answer for the first question, he already reviewed the answer for the question and was going to the next one. I need to revise my A and Emaths. Its terrible. I cant imagine what happen to the very minority who didnt learn Amaths. It must be hell. But seems like every students in the lecture theatre learned o level Amaths. Bio lecture was good. Interesting, no stress yet. The competiveness level there is also very high. Found many many people from so many different schools. And i heard, only the first 80 top students on estimation are able to get scholarship according to percentage. My hope is a little shattered. My confidence level seems to be falling. I heard some JC already started studying, so fast! its really very.........hard to adapt.
Am i really suitable to go to a JC?

2009-02-03T23:11:00.004+08:00

i dont like my school that much. Yesterday was super boring. Its the longest day ever. On the first day, they talked about practices and cultures of the school. First they introduced global classroom experience. They proudly told us that their school went to 9 different countries last year. Then, here comes the boring part. 9 individual groups shared their experience in particular countries they went. Each group maybe spent 20 mins on average. So 9 groups is...... 180 mins, which mean 3 hours!?!?! Maybe its not that long but this is how i felt. I thought that it is as long as 3 hours. And plus those additional usual talks for 1st day, how long can it be? After that we have an hour of break. and another one and a half hour of break. in between the 2breaks is only one hour. -.-!

My school gaves me an impression that it is very outdoor, many events and fun activities. Its good, but it has a problem. How are we able to concentrate on our studies then, if there are so many events and activities. Seriously, i have no interest in any other things other than my studies and CCA. i am there to study.

Just the first day only, i already feel like running away from school, play truant, dont want to go back. But i decided not to appeal. i think all JCs is the same in some kind of view. Then since im so brave to choose JC instead os poly last time, i should perservere. Of course poly is good and fun, but i just need to tell myself to bear with it for 2 years. But im not very confident that i will make it to university, because i almost failed to make it for o levels. Im clear that i got a better english result due to luck and not hard work or knowledge. If its hard work i believe its only oral part and a little of essays.

A levels!!! i will be struggling and stressing up for it soon. Pray that i wont have depression.

2009-01-30T23:39:00.003+08:00

School is starting on the 2 feb. Honestly i haven finish slacking. But im kind of waiting for the orientation to start.
Eventhough i got into my 3rd choice and not the first 2,eventhough i got into a lousy school, i feel quite happy also. Junior college life seems to be more standardised.
Every morning drag myself out of bed.
Go to school.
Lessons. Waiting for recess time to arrive.
Recess time!
after recess time, waiting for school dismiss.
school dismiss, CCA time.

Junior college's life is more predicted. But good thing is my school is near my house. So i can wake up late and run to school every morning just before the gate close.Dosent this reflect some dramas where all students were late for school and get locked out of school? And going to a louser school means higher chance of getting scholarship. Let me tell you,getting scholarship is my new year resolution for 2009. Haha.
i can join guzheng once again and im excited about it. Check this out:
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
serangoon got guzheng
when spiders unite,they can tie up a lion! says:
yes i can join guzheng
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
but heard bnot very good eh
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
haha
when spiders unite,they can tie up a lion! says:
i join then will become good
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
eh
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
Hahaha
when spiders unite,they can tie up a lion! says:
got me good enough
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
LOL
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
aiyo
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
thick skin
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
Hahaha
when spiders unite,they can tie up a lion! says:
haha

Thats the end for today. i will continus to update

2009-01-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

Im neither happy nor sad for my results. Of course its still consider good, but i really think can be better.
Anyway i think im really REALLY REALLY LUCKY. I dont even know how i scored well for my english. Im just a little disappointed with Emaths,Amaths and chemistry. physics a little maybe also. But blame on my own laziness. I dont even think i know what does it mean by "done my best". because i dont think i had ever put in 100% of effort or use 100% of my abilities in anything throughout my life.

I know that some are very disappointed with their own results. I didnt want to comfort them because i know very well it has no use. Best not to bother them or ask especially things related to results. Its a pierce in heart just by asking,"how's your results?" this 3 words. It's perfectly alright to let them off to cry for a few days, at most really terrible also maybe 2 weeks, wont go more than that? But i don want them to think that we dont care because we dont go and comfort them. We merely want to avoid hearing this kind of things if we approach them,
"You have such a good results, naturally you dont understand how i feel!"

Well, different people have different expectations. It dosent sounds logical to comfort a top scorer who is crying over a grade of A2 by saying," please lah! A2 also not satisfied and cry. i got a D7 shouldnt i cry more?" It's not just the future, but it's the PRIDE. But anyway my point is just saying its not very right to say the previous sentence that we dont understand how you all feel because everyone had been through. Even those who never fails to get straight As. Just that the level of depressed may not be the same.

Yes,its true that there's no use to cry over spilled milk. But you need to consider that emotions cannot be control.

2009-01-11T01:19:00.002+08:00

I found some kind souls in the place i work at. Two of the part time security guard actually remember that i told them i was a vegetarian and have no food to eat. So one actually went to buy cup noodles for me today. opps, should be yesterday. i didnt see them, no chance to thank them and pay back the money for the cup noodles.
Lucky they helped me to buy food.or else i may not be able to tahan. Simply because i worked until around midnight 12am. there were no more bus or train available. So one of the manager drove us back to vivo. Another kind soul.hehe. i reached home only at about 1240am. You can say that i worked from yesterday till today. All of us did. wow. My leg is very pain after standing for hours.But i found this job more enjoyable than my previous one. Just that it is very troublesome.it is oso very frightening to handle money things.....scared that i will be responsible for any missing items...I oso did extra things. i also did things that i dont want to do, which is washing the wok that is use to contain NON-VEGETARIAN soup. The soup is super duper smelly! who will want to drink,eeeww.....i also dip my whole hand into the liquor.but thats fine compare to the soup. eeeeeeeww! Hope that i dont need to do this anymore.

2009-01-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

Today is my first day of work. The environment is good at least. Windy and not hot. This afternoon the freezer was switched off accidentally. i didnt notice. then all the ice cream melted! oh my.. I was given permission to go home early due to bad business. Managed to rush home in time to XX.
Went to facebook just now and found something about birthdates.This is the description for what my birthdates means:

You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours. Your Love, You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream person is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy/gal in your heart.

The love life part is very not encouraging.

2009-01-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for monday, the day that o level results come out. Yeah.
I went to temasek's and nanyang's open house today. i think tampines seems far from ang mo kio. By the we get to nyp,its already 5pm. wow, near closing. And we were hungry... Temasek's buildings are quite nice. very windy there also. i still manage to see a lot of friends there. But i didnt really get to see the courses i want because my friends are shoppping around business block. You know i have no interest in business. Its a pity that we went to nyp too late. but i think i got more information on the courses i'm more interested at nyp,compared to TP. So we managed to get to know more about chemical and life science,health science and interative digital media for games. Thanks to DA SAO.
i later went to bugis to collect my pay. OMG the pay i got is super little.i will NEVER work low-paid jobs anymore. The total earned for for 11 days is not even enough to pay example, 4 lessons of guzheng class. FINALLY after collecting pay i can have my dinner yeah. Very hungry. Thanks to Xinhui for travelling with me.
Tomorrow is my first day of work.haiz...why afternoon shift? Work till 1030. By the time i went home i guess 1130. Afternoon shift makes me feel that time is limited.
I need to go early.maybe one and a half hour before. do you think i'm too early? But actually its not. MRT 30 mins. plus walking plus wait for first shuttle bus. plus travelling on shuttle bus 15 mins. plus waiting for second shuttle bus. if miss, wait for 30 mins. But i dont think i will miss. After alighting, i still need to walk. Its better to be early than to be late.
12 january 2009, come faster. i donno whether i am excited because of results. partly because i dont need to work, partly because i have not return to my school for very long.

2009-01-07T12:52:00.003+08:00

This is an interesting special edition of cooking mama game. Click to play.

2008-12-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

Today woke up with muscle ache after yesterday's "highness". played until too vigorous and high.Haha!
Then i went to swim with melody,more muscle ache now.(-.-")And it is in the morning, i slept at 130am last night talking on msn. But no matter how tired, once you jump into the pool sure wake up. i told her what i did this holidays, non-stop. But she dont have much story to tell.haizzz....i'm too talkative? hehe.

I just did a lot of housework just now! cleaned my chair wheels, change my bedsheet, cleaned the fan, cleaned the air-con, sweep the floor, mop the floor(with cloth), cleaned the toliet. Now my room's floor is nice to step on. The basin and toliet bowl is now sparkling clean after washing. toliet floor is clean and comfortable too.yeah~ Aint i weird harkworking today?

2008-12-28T23:55:00.003+08:00

Went to watch ya ming's performance today.it was a harmonica concert.Great, but someone beside was getting bored...halfway through the concert see here see there, shake leg, then lie flat...the other one beside me was talking to her boyfriend and playing with fingers...(-.-")wow...
After that we went to have our dinner at shaw tower. super full..we bully the two young and pitiful boys, asked them to help us drink.haha....
We also went to mind cafe to play games. play and shout until no voice. tired and hot also...the mood is so "high" first one is the animal game. moo and oink most suae one. because theirs is so simple to remember! hehe. then the dinosaur game...i lost twice at one go....but i won for the last game hehe.

From left:Ah muei,Ee ren,Shu hui,weiyi,deren,jingyi,WanYing,Ah Seng

2008-12-25T21:50:00.004+08:00

Hi, today is 25 december 2008.Merry christmas!
i went to christmas party yesterday at Yaming uncle's place. We had a feast and played many games. It was enjoyable overall. At night we watch 2006 Batam's video.wow so memorable. two years had past, so fast! They have discussed that next year's youth camp must be a big event that everyone look forward. Start planning as soon as possible. So we shall wait and see.
Soon christmas will be over and new year will come. May all wishes in mind for the coming new year come true.

My wonderful week.

2008-12-23T16:10:00.015+08:00

hi im back again.
i had a wonderful week. i went to youth camp on 13 - 14 dec. We have games, classes, and songs.We had lots of fun, make more friends and learnt something.

Then on 20 dec i went to east coast for TZHD program. So tired but fun! You can see that everyone enjoy through the photos...

From left:Hui Ying, Ah Muei, Lian Hui, Sian Yin

From left:Ah Seng, Wei Yi(ou xiang he wei jian),Yi Ren(tau pok aka ah ba aka ah pui),Ah Muei(aka mamasan aka mei zi)

Blue Team
From left:Si Ru, MeiMei, Zheng peng, De Yi, Ah Muei, Wan Ying, Zi Wei

Caught in action???

After the TZHD, we went home to make tang yuan. This are the special tang yuans...

Patrick and chio bi bi

Patrick and Patrick maker

Patrick tang yuan
My sis say he looks like young patrick wearing diaper

2008-12-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

So what have i been doing lately?
i have found a job as a sales promoter, working for alphabet G. Have to stand 10 hours.But what im not satisfied is my pay. $4.50 per hour. low, but i have no choice. Everyday sales is bad, the manager say if this continue we will need to shift our counter to the back. Not sure whether this is true, but is ridiculous, it is equal to letting us die behind so that they dont need to care. STUPID. EVIL. Dont know why i bother with it when it is not even my business.Sales not good my business meh? i just dont like them, thats all. Anyway i mixed with colleagues of my age, so at least have some entertainment there.

I just finished my Hong Qing Ting MV. Maybe need somemore touch up.This time i did a fast one.Spend only a few nights. But i really run out of creative ideas. Hope they will still enjoy it.Hong Qing Ting is my 3rd MV. Last time i didnt managed to finish Zhong Guo Hua for my project, this time i managed to finish. However it is not as creative anymore. If i have time i still want to add something more.Maybe some funny or cute ones? Then that will be good. Must be more entertaining and not bring people to sleep.

My next aim is to finish writing my song on samba within this week. So that i have more time to check it. Im also going to learn a new song by this month. Yes, thats my target. Hope to take exam as early as possible.But next year a bit hard unless i am super hardworking. You should know, theres a low possibility for me to be hardworking. But i need to really have determination because the slower i learn, the more money i spent on school fees. I think i have stop doing theory fo 2 months. Also because of laziness. Now i am working, which meant that i have even less time to do. oh....why am i still busy even after o level.

I always have this feel. Which is, after exams i will still feel like reading books. But i have more important things to do. Goodbye my textbooks.....Now everyday i will watch dramas. Watching tv is still my favourite hobby, yeah!

i have not been going to the pool since before o level. i miss the feeling inside water. let me off from work on a sunny day please.

Thats the end of my sharing about what i did and also my plans. Going to bed now.

2008-11-14T11:00:00.002+08:00

Yes im back again after o level!
Now the exam is over, everyone is looking for part time job.
Part time job is really hard to find.Yesterday i went to takashimaya for interview.
Shock to see 8 other people going for interview at the same time. its quite obvious to me that i have a very low chance to get the job.All of them are around my age. Looking for job after the exams. I also emailed my resume to other company, but i doubt they will call and i didnt even know the working place.
Im staying at home doing nothing everyday, it feels really weird to stop studying all of the sudden. There are stack of books for me to clear..
What should i do???
If only jobs are easy to find....Anyone who have jobs to introduce, can call me.

2008-10-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

So? i flung my english and additional mathematics. There's more to come. Why didnt i feel any sense of happiness recently? It seems gloomy everyday...Nowadays stress is something i cannot avoid, nothing special. But everyday is another disappointment. To the extent of going to give up, to the extent of hating myself.

I left my favourite water bottle in the school examination hall, the one hui xuan gave me. i left it under the desk. It has accompanied me for so long, two years or one year. From this evening till now i have not been drinking much water because not used without the bottle.if i cant find it back on monday, i wonder how i survive.
Thats my habit.Can't change. Wherever i go, die die must bring a water bottle. Now i don't have my water bottle.
Have to use a temporary one. I have a list of things to do after o levels. Just bear a few weeks, and i can do my things, accomplish many things!

My favourite julie's cracker is found to be polluted.im really so sad. i always eat that. Can't survive without it. That's my breakfast and lunch. I live with that!

2008-09-28T11:58:00.007+08:00

yesterday was the big day for Eeren and shuhui....!

THE RING

THEY LOOK LIKE THE PRINCE AND PRINCCESS IN FAIRYTALE!

WALKING DOWN

EXCHANGING RING

Invaded !!!!

2008-09-07T01:53:00.002+08:00

Recently my house seems to be invaded by small creatures which made me really uncomfortable....
Few days ago, there is one small lizard in the bathroom. Since it is small i washed it off. 2 days later,mosquitoes started flying around my house and got me really itchy here and there. Then, just yesterday, maggots was found on my shirt.i discovered it when i was eating....eeeww...Donno how it get there.......
Then just now i went to the kitchen's toilet.oh my, what an enormous lizard on the wall.Without hestitation i went out of the toilet. After that i was watching tv programme. Guess what, a little bright red spider.
a few minutes ago when i was playing my instrument, i saw another 2 big lizards on the wall.again!
That means,right now there is 3 lizard in total camping at my house.!!!! argghhh!!!!!!!!

2008-09-06T13:34:00.009+08:00

Which Spongebob Squarepants Character Are You?

Created by BuddyTV

i love patrick

Your Inner Gender is Male

You are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant.

You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness.

You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men.

No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside.

What's Your Inner Gender?

Which Disney Heroine Are You?

Created by BuddyTV

You Are 40% Emo

You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy.

Are You Emo?

Which High School Musical Character Are You?

Created by BuddyTV

You Are the Daughter

You very keyed in to emotions. You care deeply and are quick to forgive others.

You often get lost in your own thoughts and daydreams. You find it difficult to stay focused.

At your best, you are sweet, sensitive, and innocent. You bring joy to people's lives.

You are open and expressive. You love sharing your optimistic, dreamy vision of the world.

At your worst, you feel powerless and like a victim. Your fear can paralyze you.

You tend to complain and whine. Whether your complaints are legitimate or not, you're not one to solve your own problems.

What Family Role Do You Play?

You Were An Angel This Year

You Were 20% Naughty, 80% Nice

You know you've been a super good girl this year

So good, that you may have missed out a little...

Don't worry, Santa will make it up to you!

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

Our Teachers day present for Mr Pinto

2008-08-31T22:24:00.006+08:00

After the sport fiesta, i went to ziyi house to bake cookies and cake for mr pinto. You will be interested to know howe our "beautiful art" looked like. These are the photos:

This is the gingerbreadman i made.

It was destroyed after that.

Final product. Art by Ziyi, grace and sengchoon.The cake was in weird shape because Ziyi dropped it on the table.
Ingredients: raising flour, sour cream, butter, eggs, oreo, chocolate chips, jelly beans.
In the middle is a crayon shinchan cookie made by me.The body of the shinchan actually belongs to the gingerbreadman earlier on. But its head was broken and hence replaced by the shinchan. The black stuffs are chocolate chips and the colour ones are jelly beans. Cream flavour : cookies and cream. Cake flavour: oreo + ?????

The next day we gave to mr pinto.the other classmates oso bought a cake. But we were the only ones who baked this kind of "beautiful art". Even though it was so "beautiful" until some dont dare to eat, there are still others who say that the taste is not that bad as they thought.
It was fun baking cake. lets have part 2 after o levels !

2008-08-31T21:33:00.003+08:00

Down with flu. Perhaps is because i stand in the rain for long hours. It was only drizzling, i didnt expect myself to fall sick so easily.
Last friday was sport fiesta, so fun ! My class played fresbe against the other classes. i didnt participate, but it was already so exciting seeing them play. During the first game with 4e2, our boys were all still consider relax and won it. then after that the game started to become more and more exciting and difficult with other classes. Violence and quarrels came out between classes. Plus the very slippery mud, injuries are bound to occur. Everyone got so serious. Once the whiser blew, my class and the other, run with full force. Seeing them so hardworking, the more all other classmates should stand together and cheer. Therefore we've forgotten about the rain, plus it was just drizzle, who cares man. We also helped 4e5 to cheer when they are fighting against 4n8. 4n8 had an advantage of being tall, and a little violent at times. The match is draw at first, but eventually 4e5 still lost. So 4e1 is next to fight against 4n8.And we won! Thats really a wow. At the end, we lost in the qualification for semi final. 2 injuries in total for my class. One hurt his thighs, one hurt his back. Others may have some scratches or blueblack, because i see the way they play is really a little dangerous...keep slipping and falling.
Most importantly, i feel the unity in my class. i will keep all the memories we shared after we went separate ways. 4e1 boys, your are forever the most handsome guys in my heart. 4e1 girls will also be the sweetest.

2008-08-17T12:07:00.004+08:00

woo....a long tiring day on 16 august, but fun as well!...yesterday's performance was a success.
went for lesson in morning and rush to esplanade after that...... played hide and seek with ai lin, the worst part. We rehearse after that... Next,elicia,ai lin and me went to pass tickets.....The concert starts. Lastly, we have a photo taking session.....Im not sure whether i'll see them again. But anyway, good luck to those going overseas, good luck to those working work....good luck for ppl taking exams, good luck for those pursuing their dreams...and good luck everyone.!
Today is another tiring day. i dont have the mood for my homework, have to force myself to do so..... so i shall face my homework that is almost uncountable...
i bet i will get chop off by the teachers soon........Every sunday i have this stress...Every monday i drag myself to school reluctantly, knowing that teachers are going to chase after me for homework once more. Then its test, tests, tests.....fail, fails, fail again.... Another 2 months i can get rid of this kind of life !

2008-08-09T17:04:00.003+08:00

Heh, today is 9 august.Its a special day........

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

And oso not to forget the opening of olympics.......
Hm..... when was the last time i blog? seems long ago but actually not....
Recently i'm quite busy with my chinese orchestra...hope the concert end soon.....i'm tired of it....
i'm also quite addicted to piano nowadays......perhaps its the influence of my friend playing piano and also watching a show with music theme.

Few days ago i came back home and i found that an "earthquake" happened at my block. The workers are doing construction and my whole house is shaking. Worst, the noise is so loud my ears almost burst. So i shouted.....And now i having sorethroat....this is horrible....i have my oral on tueday.

I donno why things always happen out of the blue...suddenly my teacher said we have a test on all chapters of the book without giving us time to revise. Upon hearing this shocking news, everyone's jaws dropped and opened their mouth big. Die lah die.....Im worse than them..because i haven start any revision! Its guaranteed that i will score badly.

12 August will be an happenning day. The chinese results will be coming out...i have no confidence seriously.
English oral examination will be next in the afternoon. God bless me.

2008-06-23T16:34:00.009+08:00

Saturday, we went to west coast for a bbq.before sun set we play captain's ball and frisbee.then we went to eat.later we went to the seaside to chat....haha

group photo

This is how ah seng bully her boyfriend. ( Dog chain )

the birthday boys

2008-06-21T13:10:00.006+08:00

Dear Ee ren and Shu hui,
Congratulations to both of you! Glad that your had found each other. ur are now my da ge da sao.cheers!

2008-06-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday shu hui was very sick.keep feeling giddy.so she rest on ah seng's bed.after a moment i went to the room to take my water bottle and found her lying on the ground. i thought it was a little weird but i didnt take note.i thought she is sleeping tats all. i also went to ask ee ren why is she sleeping on the ground he said maybe she feels hot. Then after a moment when my sis went into the room she notice something was not right. The truth is she is not sleeping but fell down due to giddiness while trying to go the toliet. So we call ee ren into the room. and she goes crying...Anyway afterwards she feel better after a while

Today i had another date with the television, watching ''a mobile love story''. and in one afternoon i went to hougang mall twice.first time i went to pass kaixin things.second time i went to buy ginger and newspaper. so......u think i am quite free? looks like im really quite boring. but the truth with im left with a mountain of schoolwork and housework, just that i didnt complete it. This whole 2 weeks of holiday my mind is occupied with everything but not work. Last week i wasted my time playing with my niece i nothing to say.This week,there is one happy occasion plus great feast im looking forward, a gathering that is coming up,and also a tragic that has just happen recently which i have yet to get off my mind.

2008-06-17T21:05:00.003+08:00

Today i went for my practical exam. my improvision should not fail, but will not score well as expected.what i play is so different with wat i think and plan.....Hearing not as good as i tot because i did a little testing here and there.....and hav many mistakes........then for my playing, first song was good but a bit too loud.2nd one was quite boring i think.me myself cant find the mood when playing the song too.but most importantly i made many mistakes! This is the worse part that made me so disappointed. Throughout the whole exam was quite fast but in between we drag a lot of time due to the usb device's fault.The connection was so loose that we took a lot of time to settle it.i even worried it will cut off when i was playing halfway.Somehow i find one of the examiners' face so familiar.i think she has examine me before 2 years ago and this is so amazing that i can remember her face! And another stupid thing i did before the exam.Before i went into the room i still listen to barney song to calm myself.weird right? BARNEY leh. i like children songs.Ziyi say i childish because i listen to this kind of songs and also like cartoons.Why? who say big girl cannot like cartoon?i young and cute okay?! Erm enough of cartoons.back to the topic.But this calming effect of listening song is only short term.While i was playing the improvision section, i feel my legs trembling.only during i play my first song i enjoy the most.
Overall my standard is around the middle range......

Just now i on my com and saw a blog's URL left by yingxiu and i went to open it.shock to see mr chiang's message there. While reading i could feel his tears,pain, and agony. losing his 2 students must be heart piercing. Now then i know he guided David since david was sec one, and on the other hand known RX for 1o years. Not just a normal relationship between conductor and member of CO.Today mr mike was still not in the mood to rehearse with mayflower. i shall not say as i am not sure too,but u can try to imagine. Upon reading the message, i thought of the past few months when i was dieing to quit EVCO. Then i realise i will be so heartless to leave EVCO at this very important moment. i knew very well an orchestra cannot work without members cooperating with each other. yet i have this kind of thinking. i need to find back the joys i have in CO because i still have the passion in CO

2008-06-16T23:35:00.004+08:00

Today, i still have flashbacks of yesterday, the scene of RX laying motionless infront of us and red swollen eyes of everyone.His is gone, this is the reality that all of us must accept.Even though i am not very close with him,but he is still our temporary leader,and also helped me to carry instruments many times. he is so young and still have so many wishes that have not come true, and this just happen so sudden.i remember last time,or the only time i talk to him during last year september.now i felt so regret that i only talk to him ONCE. But this is the result of me,myself not grabbing the chance. i know i always like to take things for granted, i shall learn not to forget to keep reminding myself. i don want to repeat this kind of things.regrets are terrible kind of emotions. i believe many will still keep sorrows within our hearts when we go back to co next week,especially his close friends,as his face and voice are missing. i wonder if he could hear us yesterday, that we will remember him always. next time when i go CO, i shall try knowing everyone and remember their names before i lost the chance.

tommorow will be my electone practical exam! i know i cant make it for the impro part, as my sight reading has always been terrible, and although ideas are easy to flow,my fingers don cooperate.stop talking about distinction when im failing this section most of the time. if this part i fail, i fail the whole exam.its just like napfa test,every segments or items must pass. anyway i shall try my best. even if i really cant make it to this part, i make sure i score max. for my song pieces and hearing.Both must be able to save me, nothing must go wrong.i already score distinction for my theory, so my practical must pass no matter what to balance up!Good Luck to me.

2008-06-15T21:29:00.005+08:00

Never thought that in this short period of 5 months , already 2 people from chinese orchestra pass away due to car accident. Today, many people from NYP and EVCO went to bid him last goodbye.Thinking back, it had been such a long time i see such a heart wrenching scene, many cried and his family are shouting his name when he was going to be cremated. All his good friends put in effort to get the things he like and complete his wish. Mr chiang and one girl oso played his well-liked song to him(which is this song my blog is playing now).Such scene had been experience by me many times,but still i could not hold back my tears. he was suppose to celebrate father's day, yet such thing happen.This is such a great blow to his family.Life is both interesting and frightening because we dont know wat will happen tomorrow, better learn to take care of ourselves and cherish things around. Some things can never be recycle.But i hope what i am writing now is not "talk only no action", said easier than done. Wish that there will be an end to all the miserable things in the world.

His life has end, but his passion for music will never.
May he live in our hearts.
Farewell.
Love from everyone of us

2008-06-14T23:51:00.008+08:00

today i went pasir ris with shun jia gor gor,joshua,claudia and en en.we took a ride on the ferry wheel then we go arcade, and a playground with many balls...i donno wats tat call....because i am over-age i stay outside the pool of balls.After a few minutes they went in, joshua start quarreling with a girl and throw ball at each other.but lastly stopped by his dad.so this is wats going on. the girl throw balls at en en (no ill-intension i think)actually very normal for children to play lah.but joshua thought she bully his sister and start throwing balls.Joshua quite protective over his little sister,while at the playground oso take care of her.

on the left:claudia,ting ting. on the right:nadine,en en

2008-06-08T22:01:00.006+08:00

Today i woke up 0700 in the morning and went to punggol park to play swing and eat breakfast.Immediately after this i went home to watch tv instead of sleeping.End up feeling so tired in the afternoon, almost dose off...after that we still went to west coast park. The beautiful scene of the sea had all been covered by containers.such a waste.But the playground there is very big.I once been there before when i was young, so i already knew the playground there......damn good.

2008-06-07T23:52:00.039+08:00

Finally....secondary 4 this year........the year of o level, but my results are just terrible, terrible, terrible. Not to forget this year i'm leaving this school and will not be able to see my friends so often. should be able to stay in contact with ppl like Nina Nicole, and Mag bah but some are more difficult to.like the only person with no handphone in the class loh, plus samson nazri sophian all this mr cartoons and the girls in our class. since i seldom post my blog and left it to rot,i post everything at one go.
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Start of a new year

i suddenly rmb the day we when to pasir ris to do beach cleaning? Its a little funny.A day of injury to be exact.but we are all very happy.
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Kelvin , Hafiz and Jun Da

and also some of us went to sentosa?

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Me, ah seng and ting went to underwater world! it had been ages i last went there.

my 2 darling princesses.ting and en

Andy and Sally's wedding day

2007-10-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

today i got back my results..........
a just pass for my amaths and fail my bio......pathetic..........
and after that still got stressed by friends and especially my dad.......
stupid...........worst, i got a very bad headache...........eyes swollen already

i wished i do not need to go to school tml.........

2007-09-30T13:32:00.000+08:00

Tommorrow will be exam man!!!!!!! stupid stupid !!!!! not in the mood then the weather makes me so pek cheh.....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!! i feel like killing people, tearing paper and smashing things............

just finish the 5 days performance from 21 sept - 25 sept.....actually was not so tired....in fact i still have the mood to do homework..haha.........at least i know more members fromthe orchestra ....100 dollars for all this is actually enough for me.....

2 more weeks towards freedom......i think i need a mental checkup..........since 1 out of 6 people in the world have mental disorder....i bet i am one of the six..........

2007-08-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

Oh my god......the last post was in january!
It has been so long...nobody ever comes to visit this blog anymore....i guess,i can even be serve as a journal.since it has been so long, of course things happen........

I shall start with studies....It was until until the mid year exams.......and after the mid year my results deproved much more....This year was much tiring than before but i just don understand WHY !! It has always been okay......i realise that i hate subjects......perhaps i will really go for design.......

I started to adapt to 3E1 ...this was after the camp in the mid holidays.....they took care of me very well......those funny characters began to appear......like kelvin.He was a very caring and funny guy who took care of me throughout the whole camp......Thanks for that! Junda wow, cool liao loh...not only tissue boy.his pocket was like doraemon....plasters.... plastic bags, even panadol.......haha.......i sat with Mag in the class....we always help each other haha......

secondly, my school's chinese orchestra faced many problems.....i got both silver for guzheng and orchestra.....then the commitee was damn lousy......i dared to say it here because i think nobody from the commitee will read it..........They was disorganised......some kept totally silent and didnt give any ideas at all......i just donno where are their contributions and passion.......Then they cant even decide a simple thing...i wonder wat will happen......my dear commitee members, don be offended if you had really read this.I just don dare to voice this out......It is already good that I never name the people out.....then...
THE TEACHERS ARE NOT UNDERSTANDING ! i didnt mean to scold.....but they were just terrible....SYF day but don even let us practise a little bit more.....chase the teachers away indirectly.....never meet our needs.......don try to post our request to the HOD and say cannot.....They were partly to blame.....talk nicely to her and she shouted back at me....

Last post i talk about Cheng San community club.......Echoes Of The Valley........
I participate in quite a lot of performance......the biggest performance was the Hu Bing Xu concert.....he was a great conductor......and we managed to sold all the tickets.....wonderful performance.....Till now i don find the songs difficult to play anymore.....just that the standard there of course is much higher than in school.......

I met many kind of people down there......
raymond, joyce, derek, jason, chaoyuan, ryan, cassandra, sylvester, Xiao pang ( chin yin ), Sophia, ying xiu....not to forget my school mates janice ailin and ziyi......
All of them were nice people.....my dear friends, brothers and sisters.....I don not whether i still have the chance with them....They won get to see this blog anyway.

now is august and very fast,it is near the exam and end of the year.....time will fly past in a short time.....wished that things will get better for the following years.I wished whoevers that read my blog, good luck......

a long way to go

2007-01-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

It seems that so much had happened since the last time i sign in to blog...posting once in each month seems to be very long...but i cant help it even my blog will rot.....

During the holidays,i am all busy with my project,my computer,cca and other outings.I miss the chinese orchestra camp.This camp had really made me love chinese orchestra more.I got closer to other friends...We find the flag together,got dirty together,and siao together..Since the day i was posted as percussion leader,and started having commitee meetings,i am never quiet.I love CO so much that i my whole mind is filled with only CO.

After the camp i participated as a percussionist at Cheng San Community Centre.All the people there were so pro.The songs were so difficult that i passed to Janice after that.We are now practicing for the performance on february.haha....
During the holidays i also went to batam.Some parts of the programmes were enjoyable but some were such a failure that i fall asleep.Seng kang Youths rocks the most man!three cheers for the neirens!

Finally the times i dreaded comes....school reopen!!!oh my god!Secondary three works are so hard!Zhou Dao is right man....Our cca has only recruited 1o+ members...HELP!!save us!!!

This is the 3 weeks since school reopens.I have no ways how to communicate with my classmates.

2006-12-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

wow.....so long nv come blog liao.....my blog rotting...haiz....just came back from camo lah.......
on the 29 of nov,i went to sentosa.....firstly we play the amazing race lah...play until all sweat becase of the long walking.we go beach after tat.then ailin called ziyi and qijun to throw me into the sea.....stupid stupid......water bomb so pain.....then the next day is co camp.....i already got muscle cramp liao.....we settle our groups.there is six grps.namely,kuai dian,energizer,seasons,dominators,just my luck ang fa mei(read as 'fcuk' mei)first day game is the ice breakers and night trail.....for the night trail, many people got frightened off by the movie 'the nun'.then the commitee remove all the scary items.they very disappointed.we also very sorry.the fun part comes when we crawl under the table at the canteen.we are the only grp tat walk rounds in tat.because we choose the wrong road......hahahaha.........so funny....then we still shout tat we walking rounds.So those commitee laugh at us...
on the 2nd day,we plyed battle field.play until like siao.....all flour and water....water not dirty,but water but flour damn sticky man....my shirt and hair white colour,my pants all wet.the most stupid part is the shifting of chairs.i would have fall if yanluan nv hold me.overall i love this game.after this we ate lunch and go for pratice.we then had the war of flames and flamigo soccer after tat.....also play like siao lah....the string very difficult to burn....soccer quite lame,very sian...we have bbq after tat....wow many seniors very worry abt our dinner cause got nothing to eat...especially huiwen,yenting,and yuheng.some went out to buy.the ex seniors,amelia and the others if i am not wrong they fork out own money to but some hibits for me and jasmine.so damn bloody pai sei man....but very grateful to them......after that we went to music room to have fun...the presentations of bunk kings and queens.i am one of the king but i got nothing lah.....yongzhen,jason and ziyi sexy man.....got tube top,boobs,fake long hair,dress,handbag,make up or watever......chio oh.......the xuchunmei,young pheobe leong,and ai ni.then after tat is the mvs....some very nice some very sian.....again,yongzhen's grp very good.ziyi's one very er xin.....after this then commitee own siao liao....especially januver,shaun,janice and zhoudao...they siao and ownself high one.....they oso go take yongzhen's fake hair and wear....zhou dao go look into the mirror and puke...very idiot....januver hot man.....act as girl....funny man....then mr quek come and spoilt the mood....scold everybody.....haiz.....we then end the program liao....i din even bother to bath after all the flour,water and sweat.i went downstairs to eat a bread....
today,the last day of camp,we announce the new commitee members.the chairman is Valerie!!!!!she hug the bear so cute.....then she is so surprise tat she cried.keewei is the vice chair.we then have the forfeit......yeah...for those who lost their group flags.we end our camp and went home with sweet memories after tat.....haiz.....

2006-10-11T10:50:00.000+08:00

YEAH..........exam over liao....but still so sian...haiz..i think i done badly for it lah....cannot get As liao....i got a lot of papers cannot finish....The geog ah....i leave out 2 page.....12marks gone....wah.....my level position also cannot keep liao.....cry bah......

2006-09-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

Holiday had just past......and EXAM IS COMING OVER!! !! !!!!Rest not enough....i haven even started revising a bit....not even a bit! I cant do my home work too.....so pathetic...science chapter 10 is so confusing because i was not paying attention on that lesson...Too restless already...same goes for history...these two subjects which i am good at become like that....My chinese also deproved quite a lot.from A2 drop to C5, die liao lah.....

Magdalene just return from her operation.Looks fine.but still need rest.She got sick in a wrong moment.because exam coming in october.

Chinese orchestra training is going to stop for one month....so sian...I will miss my CO seniors and also the instruments.....Next year SYF leh.....i hope can get GOLD.....

GOOD LUCK FOR THE EXAMS!!!!EVERYONE!!!!!!

CHINESE ORCHESTRA ROCKS.....

2006-09-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

Today i went to ice skating cum birthday celebration with AiLin, ZiYi, PeiXin, HuiSi, WanTing,and the two birthday boys: Joshua and Ren Jie.

Firstly we went to had our lunch at compass point...i tot that Zi Yi was sick....we also rushed to write birthday cards for the 2 "special" people.After that we went to jurong for ice skate...

This is fun but terrible.At first when we started to walk with the shoes before entering the ice ground, it was already terrible...I walk so slow...this is nothing.When i enter the ice ground, i din except it to be so slippery!!!all beginners got something to hold on...some kids hav a metal bar.Only zi yi good loh...knows how to skate liao..

At first, many started to fall i am still able to hold on.but still, it was very difficult...then zi yi found the metal bar...holding on to it i can skate better, but also bang into people easier.i even got it stuck at one stranger's shoe.

Here comes the worst part.i started to try going without holding.Fail ah....fell down....haiz...so pain that Zi Yi and Wanting need to pull me up.My butt was splitting then i had a small sprain of my neck.Suae ah....people fall three times also no injure.i fell down a super power one time so pain.

I rest for a while, and then continue again.i used back the metal bar again, to avoid falling again.
I was very impressed by two girls who was dancing ballet one the ice ground when i cant even skate a little bit.How are they able to turn so many rounds!?!?!?Oh my god, theirs legs can fly!
they jump up,turned with theirs legs in a ballet position, just like those in tv!Beautiful loh...

After that we left the ice centre...we went to archade.i was still tilting my head because of that fall for about half an hour.Renjie was forced to dance the watever parapara or wat lah....first stage fail liao....haiz....After that Zi Yi went home.

We went to city hall to buy birthday cakes and then esplanade for celebration.Wat type of games Ai Lin made.putting whipped cream on our face,eating wasabi and mixed drink,dancing watever monkey stuffs and songs.....

We went home after that...When i go to bath,i realised that i had a big patch of blue black on my butt!!!oh my god.....so suae...all because of ice skating....

a long time....

2006-09-07T01:03:00.001+08:00

It has been a few months since i blog eh.......few months can happen many things....forget about july cause the only event was the departure 0f Mr Luo........sad.......

Wat was most memorable was the cultural nite and NDP combined schools choir....The NDP was a big event...infront of the TV...it was tiring but fun...i remembered that there is one training which ended so late until there was no bus left.I joined it not really for fun,just for the sake of CIP points,free tickets and fireworks....i took a lot of photos....so much that i had to delete some....i even took photos with Vincent Ng..yeahman....But,NDP's food was horrible..WORST!And i ate every week during that period.

>CULTURAL NITE<
I loved cultural Nite performance.We trained very hard, but was fun still...i rarely had this chance to perform in Kallang Theatre.Really thanks to the school.....some people complained that the training ended very late....i am already used to it actually...

i participate in 3 performance in total.one at reception area,one together with big CO group and the other at stage...run here run there....at first there was a lot of trouble....but the concert ended very good...

the nite performance was so cool....it was like extreme makeover but to a more ugly state....no choice...need to perform....but very fun...i got 15 clips in total....the make up was hard to wash.

I become closer to my CO friends after the cultural nite...i think that this is the most fruitful thing.....yeahman....

hahahaha

2006-05-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

exam finally over!!!!!
but like back to the boring school life.....haiz so long time nv come blog liao.....
let me state some events......
i went to wild wild wet on 11 may,together with ah ting......
hahaha.....she play like siao man....one more time and one more time.....again and again....
only she and i go....i took safety precautions....:let her wear vest
i took her to a deeper pool,around my chest......she cant reach...so she sat on the buoy.....haha
first round she very afraid....then after first round...she wanted one more time...
second round she got out of the buoy.....nothing happen,her face did not touch water....but then she got scared ,she do not want to go there anymore...just me me last time....hehe...

exam over loh......i got 36/50 for maths paper 1,40/60 for english paper 1 or 2 donno lah....
the others still must wait......haiz....

sianzzzzzzzzz.......

2006-04-15T18:30:00.000+08:00

today ailin come my house.
do wat leh?play guzheng play organ.them we do homework together.i finish one of the geog map only.and si han. i got many extra homework than others loh....who ask me to pass up everything late late....

2005-09-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday chuan and samson come my house do geography project...sam not my group wan...he too sian at home so come loh....then he come already we almost finish volcano...then end out instead of doing project...three of us stay in my room chat.........muwuwahahahaha!

14 september 2005

2005-09-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

14 september 2005
haiz....todaY sho good...no geography.....don like geography...because of the teacher....miss leong....old teacher experience but very blur,i don like....remember last time in primary school,all old teachers will be bullied by students.....poor thing loh....how i miss the days in primary school..........
now secondary school also very good....fun.......hehe....today no homework............so good.....
i die liao lah..exam cuming still so lazy...........never revise wan........some remember some forgot.............science i forgotten liao.............maths i still can remember....ok lah....notin to say also....no special event.
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2005-09-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

5 september 2005
haiz...young boss challenge over liao...not fun already....last time do until so qi ciam...then earn little bit of money only.... around $312 only...divide into 7,donate to charity,no more!
wat makes me sooo..angry in this project is having stupid and lazy members who want to quit....wan challenge wif me...how dare u....the memebers are......nicole and nina!!!!nvm mind can put their name big big...they no friendster,won come read wan..unless melody or others read liao then tell them...Shh.....hush hush...don say i type wan....the two names put background colour..melody also lah....but at least she got do....then wendy leh...say tat wen chuan nv do anytin,don give her profit...then end up wen chuan heard and cry...then she is the second person hu do least...do report...but whole report we edit over again....haiz...Y do i hav such best friends????but i treat yr as best friends leh...so...don say i no good huh...
Samson also got help us....help us pump balloons.....and help us buy 1 dog at a discount of $6.i give the discount wan hoh...all other members don agree wan loh...but still agree cause i say ok then ok loh...take the last white dog..but since white is his favourite colour...
oh yah toking about Samson Khor Min Hao,he made me angry on 2 september 2005.we go meet primary school teachers then go play basketball after tat...then don noe wat topic he say i guai because i very dan xiao...then very wat..and then he play until a bit overboard liao,violent..then they throw bottles,pour coke,even dustbin also wan to play...then watever he throw also hit me..everytime wan..eraser,bottlecap and bottles,all hit me! is the where i stand is not suitable or always so coincidence sure hit me..
tis guy still ok..say sry liao...the other one!i won forgive him unless he apolpgise...he very guo fen...tat day raining..they play basketball and i cannot play cause i don noe how to play,noe also play not well,and have bad headace also...so i sit down in the rain watch them play loh...then he tell me 'go home lah!sit down there do notin!'his is indirectly tell me tat i am useless loh!from primary school liao leh...then even i play yr also say i ran very slow,don noe how to play...primary school play ice and water they also laugh i run very slow...even i caught the fast leopard they also say is he purposely run slow wan...so wat !yr run very fast meh!i win them almost everytin except things related to sports..from schoolwork,projects,art and music...win them everytin they still can tok like tat!crap lah!all lazy bums also loh...watever projects i do from first to last,i am always the one hu did most loh!i do almaost 70% of the whole project...so they got high marks should thank me liao loh..not i wan to say lah...but they are useless but a bunch of idiots when doing projects loh!only my candy,xiami,yijie and others good...potato never bully me very good liao lah...
The young boss challende hoh..actually whole group wan treat Samson wan...but he don wan...haiz...he is one of people i trust most.....ok lah...samson c his face sian liao...always suan me...sms better...he always suan me wan leh!!!stupid polar bear...

2005-08-03T17:23:00.002+08:00

Bored at home...Today nothing to do...don wan to do home work...on computer loh...

suddenly saw my primary school drawing in the cupboard.
recall last time i like shaman king so much. haha

2005-08-03T17:05:00.000+08:00

Finally got time to on computer...i always no time to online wan...but to day suae suae lah...nobody online...No good wan...i already forgot why i wan to on computer also...